It's been a while

Time is a strange thing, you see it passing by but you just stand there letting it go because there's nothing you can do. Even if you sometimes want to do things and stretch time in a way, it always backfires.
I haven't been able to write for sometime and i kind of blame time for it. In the past it always seemed i had too much time on my hands and now it's the opposite.
I try not to lose contact with myself but sometimes i can't help but forgetting i'm still here. It seems i barely have time to stop and think about myself and what i still want to do with my life.
I still have questions and my nature is still the same, but i'm much lighter than i used to be. That has got to do with what has happened in my life the last couple of years. I try not to give so much importance to my thoughts and my worries about the world and the people who live in it. I don't really care as i used to. Maybe i'm more selfish, maybe i'm smarter, i don't really know. All i know is that i don't care about people as i used too, i'm not so "deep" in my feelings as i used to be. That allows me to live a normal life without so many days crying and trying to change people or letting them see there's another way.
But i can't forget the people who are part of my life or have been part of my life. I remember them, i still care for them even if i don't stay in touch as much as i wanted to. I guess they probably think i'm not there anymore, that i have forgotten them but that's not true, i always carry them in my heart.
I still don't have any regrets, i still don't believe in that. I make my choices and if they're not the best, they're at least my choice.
I should write more. I'll try.